Dreaming of breasts!

When reaching my teens and still to this day I always wondered why only woman were lucky to have beautiful breasts.  I always wanted my own.   Different animal species makeup aloud them to do.  Because of diabetes and health issues I have a B cup without any HRT.

Born a boy, feel like a girl!!

Growing up as a boy and feelings of a girl can be a task.  You have the appearance of male and the thoughts of a female.  You love spending time with girls because you can relate better with them than boys.  For examples you like to watch soap operas, you are understanding when someone is down, you are emotional, and you love gossip.  The friends you have are more girls than boys and at young ages boys and girls don't spend time together until a teenager when dating starts.  You don't date with them because they are your friend and you love the being with them and talking.  You can communicate with woman better than a man because of growing up and being teased all the time. You would be understanding to the woman who were being dated that their boyfriends didn't like it because you could understand them better than they could.  Women would tell you you act more female then male.  Sometimes you wish you were born female because of the way you feel and rather spend time with a female as a female. 



This is how you feel and want to look like and be!!!

The start of the life of a crossdresser

This is the story of my life living as a crossdresser.  My girl name is Josephine Rose Cruze.  I started as we all do at a young age of eight years old and dress in my moms and sisters clothes when I was home by myself while my mom would be over my aunts house next door.  I grew up with my aunts, uncles, grandfather and cousins on a private street south of Boston.  There were one girl cousin and my sister of the seven houses and the rest were boys.  I was always around my aunts because of being one of the youngest and I guess that's how I picked up my girly ways. I was always around girls and liked the gossip and caring ways of the female. I would be with the girls at school and felt like one of them.  I got along with girls than the boys and always picked on by my cousins and the other boys that my nickname was Pickle.